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JP: Splintering 1

Fic: Splintering in Slow Motion (J2 RPS, Big Bang 2016)

Yep, I actually finished one heh :) If anyone's around and might want to give this a shot, the ao3 link is below...

Title: Splintering in Slow Motion
Genre: RPS
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: NC-17 (some art NSFW)
Word count: 31k
Warnings: depression, anxiety disorder, suicide attempts, angst, divorce aftermath, explicit m/m sex, rimming, bottom Jared
Summary: Jared has been fighting the ‘darkness’ for as long as he can remember, until he can’t, or doesn’t want to anymore. He decides to treat himself to one final weekend of fun before laying down his arms, so to speak. The last thing he expects is a gatecrasher, someone who might derail his best laid plans for good.
(In other, oversimplified, words, Jared is a high-functioning depressive who’s just snapped, Jensen is a bitter ex-husband who's having a hard time moving on, and then there’s this freakishly well-timed coincidence.)

Link to fic: AO3 | LJ (to come)
Link to art: Art masterpost by the wonderful milly_gal

Author Notes:
1. Thank you cherry916 and shalooney for your mad and thorough beta skills. All mistakes are my inability to incorporate all the great feedback from you!
2. Thanks also to milly_gal for stepping up as my pinch hitting artist despite your multiple commitments, and for creating such FANTASTIC artwork. You’ve been so patient and so encouraging, and I may not still understand what layers are, but I do know you’re incredibly gifted and you have a big, generous heart. So thank you hon :)
3. All characters in this story are entirely fictitious, only inspired by actors on the CW series Supernatural. Not written for profit, only meant to be a creative outlet, and free for enjoyment by all.

SPN: Dean holds Sam / Mkitty manip

Looking for a beta (J2 RPS AU story)

Hey everyone! It's been awhile and I don't know who's around LJ anymore. I'm looking for someone to beta my spn bigbang story.. yes I actually finished one heh. Please PM me if you're interested?

Genre: RPS AU, angst
Pairings or Characters: Jensen/Jared
Type of beta you'd like: Look over my spelling and grammar, make sure it sounds American enough (I'm not!), and also look for plot holes and unclear logic in the story.
Length: About 27K
Summary: I will PM it. But some warnings to consider: depression, suicide, guilt, infidelity and angst. Happy ending tho!
Turnaround Time: I was hoping maybe a week?

Merlin: Arthur sleeping

Fic: Proof of Life (Merlin, Merlin/Arthur, NC-17)

Title: Proof of life
Summary: College AU. Merlin has recurring dreams of Arthur dying. Arthur reassures him the best way he can.
Warnings: M/M sex. Amateur, unbeta’d writing, you’ve been warned!
Notes: They’re in an American university in this one, but aren’t necessarily American. Could be anything really. This can also be read as a reincarnation story but it's open to your interpretation. I started off trying to write a short PG drabble, but then Bottom Arthur fest week began and so this happened :)
Word Count: 2004

Read on ao3

JP: Lost puppy! If found return to JA

Fic: A Heated Affair (J2, Jared/Gen, RPS AU)

Title: A Heated Affair
Rating: NC-17
Summary: As luck would have it, he turns out to be an omega. Not only that, he finds himself mated to not one, not two, but three alphas. Jared thinks he might just be the luckiest wolf on earth.
Written for a prompt at SPN masquerade last year: Genevieve pegging Jared while Jensen watches and makes suggestions. After, she watches Jensen fuck Jared. Bonus points for a/b/o dynamics and knotting with Jared as omega, Jensen and Genevieve (or Danneel) as alpha.
Warnings: Very explicit BDSM, bondage, sex toys, supernatural sex practices.
Notes: CW RPS AU. I’ve never written a/b/o dynamic before, but my understanding is every writer gets to do it their own way so… here goes! POV switches back and forth between J&J. PWP, not beta’d.
Word Count: ~4400

Read on: AO3

JP: Padass - Property of JA

Fic: The one with the beanstalk (7/?)

A/N: Sorry for how late this update is. I'll try to keep them coming more regularly. Just a couple more to go till the end! Still cracky, still kinky... you shouldn't be reading if you have issues with size difference, or dub-con, or if our intrepid hero feeling conflicted about sex is in any way triggering for you. If you're still here, hope you like! :)

Jared moaned and cursed and squirmed like he was trying to escape. It made Jensen chuckle. “This is what I find so intriguing about pleasuring you, pet. You can never seem to make up your mind whether you love it or despise it.”Collapse )