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Randomized rambling - lots of it.

1. I managed to send out my bigbang on time, whew. It's nowhere near done tho - got lots to flesh out before it'll be ready to be posted. But both May and June are going to be very bad for me work-wise so I requested Wendy to give me a time-slot after July. Of course the more time I think I have the more I procrastinate *rolls eyes* ;)

2. So to shed some light on why work is so bad for me these days, I'm working with a boss who's based on the West Coast. San Francisco to be exact, and the 8-hour time difference coupled with the 5-hour time difference I have with my team in India basically translates into a 13 hour work day, every day. *sighs* To top it all, this boss of mine.. he's an asshole!!!! A class one bona fide asshole. So hey, any of you guys living in California... promise my second-born to you in exchange for running him over with your car. Seriously... ;)

3. Has anyone else been watching Vampire Diaries? I love the show, although I haven't been able to convince myself to write for it yet. But seeing how once again my tastes are running exact opposite to the rest of this fandom, I might have to jump into the foray pretty soon. What do I mean? Oh, the usual... everyone is slashing Damon/Stefan with Damon on top, whereas I see nothing but a bratty bossy bottom in Ian Somerhalder hehe ;) So there. Anyone know of any great bottom!Damon fics, please please do clue me in! 

4. And finally, one last request. See this Jared+Gen icon?

This was made by rach_lin_ackles  based off some pictures she got from ckll . Unfortunately Jasmine and I are no longer friends and I can't find the pictures anywhere else. My question is - are these pics supposed to be in the public domain at all? If yes, um, could you please let me know where I can find them? But if they aren't supposed to be public then never mind. They just look so darn CUTE together! :))     

Hope you guys are all doing well and having fun! magser said something the other day that rang very very true for me. Like her, I too am constantly amazed and shocked people haven't yet de-friended this LJ that almost never gets updated these days. I keep thinking pretty soon you guys will come to your senses and leave haha. No I'm kidding :-p Thank you for sticking around and even if you don't in future, here's hoping there is always at least one fandom we continue to share :) Cheers guys.

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Dick of a boss: Booo. :( I'm sorry he's being such a thundercunt babe <3 *biiiig hugs*

Thundercunt! ROTFL!!! :D I love that word :)

Thanks sweetie. How're you doing? *hugs*

Well, I was doing great, and now I've got more questions than answers. Especially since to get those answers I have to so something I don't normally like to do: Ask myself some very important, hard hitting, too-close-to-home questions.

I'm getting to a point in my relationship where it's one or the other, and my feeling are very complicated around both options.

So... iconiconicon :'|

But enough about my drama, have things settled a bit on your end?

Right I am an idiot. Don't know how this comment totally slipped past me and I just saw it clearing out my inbox and I'm so sorry sweetie!!

I'm getting to a point in my relationship where it's one or the other, and my feeling are very complicated around both options.

Hehe welcome to the club of confused bleeding hearts hon. It was like that for me for the past two years in my relationship (which is now ex-relationship btw).. I guess what I regret most is procrastinating on taking that final step and actually making a decision this way or that. I lost 2 years of my ahem, prime being.. (in the words of Renee Zellweger in Jerry Maguire).. POLITE. *shrugs* That's all I can offer by advice, which isn't advice as much as its just me venting hehe ;)

But long story short, yeah, once you make a decision and act on it - at least you get past it. And I'm glad I've done that. Settling and getting used to it will take just a bit more time. But hey I'm already seeing this other guy and we've been exclusive for a couple weeks now and it's all good! :D

*hugs* You'll be fine sweetie..

Oh sweetheart! <3 I'm both sorry your relationship went to hell in a handbasket and happy that you've moved on and are happier for it. And hon, vent away, I have been the sounding board for so many people this week I'm getting to the point where I don't mind and I'm getting good at it! ;D

At this point, we've gotten over a dry spot in our relationship and are just seeing where things go. If we can get past grad then we'll sit down and have that very important talk, but not before y'know?

And as for wasting your prime (hah! Oh aren't I punny) Imma tell you the same thing I told my sister who's pushing 30, you are old when YOU say you are and not a second sooner.

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