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Happy Holidays, Thank you, and Sorry

Hey f-list!

Just wanted to wish you all a very Happy Holiday season - hope you have the best of times with your friends and family close to you :)

So, out of the blue yesterday, my LJ notifications went berserk. I realized how so many of you've been leaving me gorgeous v-gifts! :) For a whole minute I kept staring at my profile page, wondering if it was like a virus attack or something. Jeez. I'm stunned and overwhelmed and so very very grateful that you guys thought of me. From the bottom of my heart, thank you guys, so so much!! *group hug* :)

Finally, I think I owe everyone an apology for being AWOL and for not keeping up with your LJs. I probably also owe you an explanation. Without getting into sordid details of my life that would totally bore you to death, let me just say I'm going through a rough patch personally. I used to think fandom was my refuge from RL back when RL was.. well, it wasn't so bad in hindsight. Fact it was great. But now it is really really bad, and yet fandom no longer seems able to distract me sufficiently. Like not at all. Strange.. everything I knew about myself, all my assumptions and things I once took for granted no longer apply. Wow I ended up boring you anyway hehe. Sorry.

Once again, have a lovely and safe Holidays everyone! And a fantabulous New Year! :)


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Just wanted to say how sorry I am you're going thru a rough patch. You should know that your fic has helped me thru many the holiday season-induced rough patches! And I think of all the fics in any of my favorite fandoms, In the Beginning is my all time favorite! Feel better.

I am an idiot. An absolute blooming idiot!! You should kick me hon. So so sorry this one got lost in my stupid overflowing inbox!!

Thank you so so much for your thoughtful comment. I'm reading it now and it's still working like a balm to past wounds that never really healed well. Okay that's a bit too mushy hehe.. but, just.. thanks hon.


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