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Happy Holidays, Thank you, and Sorry

Hey f-list!

Just wanted to wish you all a very Happy Holiday season - hope you have the best of times with your friends and family close to you :)

So, out of the blue yesterday, my LJ notifications went berserk. I realized how so many of you've been leaving me gorgeous v-gifts! :) For a whole minute I kept staring at my profile page, wondering if it was like a virus attack or something. Jeez. I'm stunned and overwhelmed and so very very grateful that you guys thought of me. From the bottom of my heart, thank you guys, so so much!! *group hug* :)

Finally, I think I owe everyone an apology for being AWOL and for not keeping up with your LJs. I probably also owe you an explanation. Without getting into sordid details of my life that would totally bore you to death, let me just say I'm going through a rough patch personally. I used to think fandom was my refuge from RL back when RL was.. well, it wasn't so bad in hindsight. Fact it was great. But now it is really really bad, and yet fandom no longer seems able to distract me sufficiently. Like not at all. Strange.. everything I knew about myself, all my assumptions and things I once took for granted no longer apply. Wow I ended up boring you anyway hehe. Sorry.

Once again, have a lovely and safe Holidays everyone! And a fantabulous New Year! :)


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I'm so sorry to hear things aren't going well for you in your personal life. When I read your post, I felt a connection with the things you said. I can remember when I first was reading fanfic to escape from RL issues, but then there was a period of time where RL got so much worse, that fanfic didn't help at all. For me it's back to the place where fanfic does help, and I hope that the same will be true for you too eventually. I hope that things in your RL will settle down, and you can be happier again. I wish you all good things for the Holiday season.

Hey sweetie! Its so good to hear from you. And wow, you do know what I mean then don't you? Either I'm changing or fanfic really isn't the safe haven I thought it was. I still enjoy it tho, and these past few days I even got some writing done. Just hope to bring back the same enthusiasm I used to have once heh.

Thanks for your note hon. Hope you're doing great and having a great holiday season yourself :) *hugs*

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