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cyndrarae

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cyndrarae

Happy Holidays, Thank you, and Sorry

Hey f-list!

Just wanted to wish you all a very Happy Holiday season - hope you have the best of times with your friends and family close to you :)

So, out of the blue yesterday, my LJ notifications went berserk. I realized how so many of you've been leaving me gorgeous v-gifts! :) For a whole minute I kept staring at my profile page, wondering if it was like a virus attack or something. Jeez. I'm stunned and overwhelmed and so very very grateful that you guys thought of me. From the bottom of my heart, thank you guys, so so much!! *group hug* :)

Finally, I think I owe everyone an apology for being AWOL and for not keeping up with your LJs. I probably also owe you an explanation. Without getting into sordid details of my life that would totally bore you to death, let me just say I'm going through a rough patch personally. I used to think fandom was my refuge from RL back when RL was.. well, it wasn't so bad in hindsight. Fact it was great. But now it is really really bad, and yet fandom no longer seems able to distract me sufficiently. Like not at all. Strange.. everything I knew about myself, all my assumptions and things I once took for granted no longer apply. Wow I ended up boring you anyway hehe. Sorry.

Once again, have a lovely and safe Holidays everyone! And a fantabulous New Year! :)

~Cyndra


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No explanation is needed, sweetie. Sh** happens and unfortunately it happens to nice people I know and not just strangers. Take care and hopefully when things improve for you we may hear from you more often (I'd certainly like that).
*Hugs*

Hey you! Thanks so much sweetie. I don't know if this latest crisis in my life will blow over anytime soon, so I'm just trying to get bloody used to it. And hey I'm still around, just not so much heh.

How are you doing sweetie? I hope everything's ok at your end and you're enjoying the holidays :) *hugs and kisses*

I'm good and actually just started 4 weeks holiday so I'm nice and relaxed although not really in a Festive Season mood. Nothing going on - just not into it this year. Hope you have a merry season and get to spend a lot of time with the people you love.
Cheers
Shell

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