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cyndrarae

Rebelling against Reality since 2003

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cyndrarae

Bigbang jitters and other stuff

1. SO I'm supposed to be posting a bigbang fic this summer. Unfortunately I'm like one of the last people to post - 28th July. Which is sad for 2 reasons - one, I have to wait that long to get it out of my system and move on to something new and two, I have to read all these other people posting such fantastic epics that are so bloody unbelievably good!! Every new fic posted is only making me more nervous and jealous and.. awww man. *facepalm* Now if I can just find a good excuse to withdraw. Nah I'm just kidding ;) Be sure I shall be posting with pride. *nods serenely*
Then go into hiding for ever hehe.

2. To my friends from raingazer... I'm not going to be posting on that journal anymore. Or at least, for now, depends on how certain things go in RL *shrugs*. I'm sorry for being so cryptic, please just give me some time to sort myself out. But don't you dare disappear on me you guys. *glares* Please? :)

cheers guys.

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1) I have to get to those big bangs! I haven't started reading any of them yet *looks sheepish*. And I can totally understand you're feeling apprehensive about sharing your Big Bang where there are so many great writers out there (I feel it everytime I read someone's work and think "should I evern post my atrocious writing!") but you're a awesome writer and I'm pretty certain your Big Bang is going to be fantastic :D. And now I know the date you're posting, I'll mark it on my diary ;)

2) Whatever that you're going through, I hope you get through it and I'll still be around waiting for your return as raingazer :) *smishes you*

I'm sorry! I read your reply to the person above me and you said about how you can escape from reality when you immerse yourself in the fandom? I can relate cause I've been doing that often these days. I'm running/hiding from reality and I know I need to face them but being very reluctant and unwilling to do so. Let's hope that we both can get ourselves back on track :) *hugs*

I'm running/hiding from reality and I know I need to face them but being very reluctant and unwilling to do so. Let's hope that we both can get ourselves back on track

I hope so too hon. I can't go through life like this too long. Something's gotta give, let's see. You take care sweetie, got a lot going for you *hugs* :)

I can't go through life like this too long
I really do hope that you get through this sweetie, the comment above made me really worried about whatever you are going through :(. I know there are many people who love and care about you so remember that :) *hugz*

I feel it everytime I read someone's work and think "should I evern post my atrocious writing!"

You're kidding me right? Sweetheart your stories are always engaging and generously detailed and simply beautiful. Never let anyone tell you different *hugs*

Whatever that you're going through, I hope you get through it and I'll still be around waiting for your return as raingazer :)

Thank you sweetheart. You guys are way too awesome to me *hugs*

You're kidding me right? Sweetheart your stories are always engaging and generously detailed and simply beautiful. Never let anyone tell you different *hugs*
Sorry sweetie, I have a tendency to talk down my stories and i don't even realise that I'm doing it. A fanofsuper said that to me today and it hit me! I know, I'm slow *looks sheepish* I'll do my best to be more confident about them :). And thank you for the vote of confidence :D *hugs*

Please take care of yourself sweetie! *squishes you*

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