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SPN: Dean & Sam manip - misread(!)
cyndrarae

SPN drabble (from an incomplete fic): Stealing you (Dean/Sam, R)

Title: Stealing you / Sleep deprivation (couldn't decide)
Disclaimer: I own nothing and no one.
Rating: R
Summary: Sam/Dean. Another 'Dean returns' post-S3 finale fic I started writing but got sidetracked by the “Darkness never dies” bunny, and now I’m all wrung out with the angst so no intentions of finishing this, like EVER. What you read here is intended to be an out-of-control sleep deprivation-induced rambling from Sam’s POV.
Author Notes: The bigger story was supposed to be about how Sam is paranoid and traumatized by the thought of losing Dean again but Dean is battling his own demons and doesn’t notice what his silence is doing to Sam until much later. I have no energy left to complete this but it’s also something I cannot possibly use or plug into any of my other ongoing projects so… guess I’m just gonna put this out here. Sorry if it’s patchy and not quite right,*shrugs* but that’s all she wrote, folks.
Word Count: 780

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Thank you!! The boys make everything beautiful don't they. I'm really happy you enjoyed it hon :)

Poor babies
They are suffering so much T_T

Thank you so much for reading sweetheart :) I can only hope Kripke will fix it all in S4 *sighs*

Oh holy beauty, This is incredibly moving,

"It’s how the battle against pain must be won, bit by bit, round by round. Again and again and again."

This bit is so meaningful and true.


Please write more.


Thank you!!! I'm so happy you liked it hon :)

Please write more
You mean more finale inspired fics? Oh God that would be hard to do. *sighs* It's an episode I'm never watching again and I guess I had to write it out to get it out of my system, you know.

As for more SPN, yeah sure! :) I don't think I can ever stop writing heh. Added you back! Welcome friend :)

I'm officially a pond of guh behind the desk...

so sweet, kinda Grey's Anatomy-ish perfect lol


Thank you so much for reading and reviewing!! I never watched Grey's Anatomy but I'm guessing that's a good thing huh? ;) cheers hon.

That was awesome.

"Choose me."

Nearly tugged my heart outta my chest, that did.

Well done. I'm saving this one. Thank you.

Oh hon, thank YOU so much!!! I'm so happy you enjoyed it :)

This is wonderful and it's so well written. LOVE it!

Thanks for reading and reviewing hon :) I'm so glad you liked it.

This is perfect. I can totally see it happening this way.

Holy Crap!!!!

:D:D That's more than enough said really haha! Thank you so much sweetheart.. you're feedback totally made my day :)

Oh, Sweety, this is gorgeous!

It’s how the battle against pain must be won, bit by bit, round by round. Again and again and again.

I’m a selfish sonofabitch, I know.

And I don’t care. You’re mine. I fought for you; I won you back.

I wrap you up in my tangle of limbs and watch your lashes touchdown softly on your cheeks.


Beautiful words. I don't see darkness here. I see love and hope. Thank you.

Alley

Thank you so much Alley!!! :) You know I love you for telling me exactly what it was that worked for you, you're awesome!! *hugs* :)

And I'm glad you could see the love and hope through all of Sam's insanity because that's what we(I) need to believe in right now! cheers hon :)

Oh love. It may be a little dark but its true and real and also strangely full of hope and the promise of tomorrow. *loves loves loves*

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing hon :) I'm really glad you liked it, and also saw the hope for healing somewhere in all the insanity heh. cheers!

That's not dark, it's beautiful. "Talk to me, cry to me, stay with me. Hit me. Fuck me. Choose me." I love this! Sam fought for him and is still fighting for him, all the little things he does and tricks he uses to bring Dean back, to pull him out of himself, because he won't lose him now, not again, no matter what. I'm not sure if canon Sam would be this observant about the right things to do, but this Sam is just perfect for this Dean.

On a side note the banner on top where Dean's been removed from the picture damn near broke my heart!

I'm not sure if canon Sam would be this observant about the right things to do, but this Sam is just perfect for this Dean.
Really? thanks :) Knowing Kripke, he's just going to airbrush over anything remotely bordering on a display of affection so.. *shrugs*

On a side note the banner on top where Dean's been removed from the picture damn near broke my heart!
I know!! :( When I made this header I'd no idea the finale would turn out the way it. I was actually hoping till the very last minute that they'd find a way to get Dean out *sniffs*

cheers again hon. I hope you come back to read my response heh.. you've totally made my day with this beautiful feedback! :)

Oh Cyn! This is so beautiful and heartbreaking. Just what I want to see happening in S4. Sam is so hellbent on bringing his brother back, I can see him resorting to all such tactics to do just that. Poor Sammy. Love this so much!! *huggles*

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing hon! I'm really really glad you enjoyed this *hugs back* :)

Dark? No. It's holding back the darkness with a fierce vehemence. extremely powerful.

Dark? No. It's holding back the darkness with a fierce vehemence.

*sighs in relief* THANK YOU!! SO much.

Thank you sweetie!! The finale broke me, I needed to write this *hugs*

That was very intese! Wonderful written!

Thanks so much for reading and reviewing hon! I'm so glad you didn't say it was dark hehe ;)

Dark but oh so sweet. Like good chocolate. That was a great read.

OMG merepersiflage!! *clears throat*

Thank you so very much! I'm so glad that you read and enjoyed it. Am a big fan of your writing so.. coming from you this means a LOT :) cheers hon.