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J2 RPS fic: Won't let Texas come in the way (2/2)

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PART – 2: Eight months later (Jensen)

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“Babies! Mommy and Daddy are home!”

Jared singsongs and skips ahead to deftly evade the kick that he knows is coming from behind. Jensen closes the door as he follows in, muttering “punk” with a mock-scowl on his face.

Laughter echoes through the foyer followed by excited barks from Sadie and Harley as they run down to greet their masters home. It is eleven in the night and pretty early by Supernatural standards, but Jensen’s in full-on grump mode anyway and just for that Jared’s hell-bent on making his life even more miserable than it already is.

The bedroom upstairs is hardly ever used anymore. Jared’s already moved half his shit down to Jensen’s closet so most nights when they’re dead tired and just wanna crash, he doesn’t have to keep going there to get it. But tonight he’s not tired at all, fact he’s only getting warmed up.

“Hey, wanna play Guitar?”

Jensen groans, he’d really rather just go to bed. “Not tonight, baby. Let’s get ready for bed.”

“Oh c’mon it’s been so long.”

“Nope.”

“But I wanna play!”

Jensen sighs, exasperated. “Fine, you go ahead. I’m hitting the shower.”

But even there, he finds no relief from the whirlwind that is Jared on a massive sugar overdose. He grimaces under the running water.

“Jared! Turn it down!”

Obviously Jared doesn’t listen, continues to play his game at maximum volume, that is the loudest possible without disturbing the neighbors. Bulls on Parade rally ‘round the family and the dogs start barking and wait it gets worse – Jared sings along. Jensen can only thump his head against the shower stall over and over again.

Jared is busy killing Knights of Cydonia when Jensen finally comes out wearing red boxers and yellow t-shirt looking totally ridiculous but still pretty darn photogenic. He puts his fists on his hips and, method actor that he is, tries to draw inspiration from Papa Ackles.

“Alright, Slash. Time for bed, come on.”

Of course, if only it were that easy. First he has to physically battle the damn dogs that literally stand guard and won’t let him get through to Jared. Then he chases Jared around the couch for a while which just makes the younger man happier for some insane reason he’ll never quite understand. Finally he just pulls the plug off the TV set which, as expected, is greeted with even louder bitching and whining from Jared.

“You’re getting old, Ackles. And so boring! Not like you were any fun ever.”

Jensen fixes him with his classic Dean-esque homicidal glare that only makes Jared laugh and skitter farther away from him. Shakes his head and huffs, then follows the kid as he finally decides to take pity on Jensen and goes into the bedroom. Their bedroom.

Jensen pulls him closer to peel the ten layers of clothes off of him. “Enough, dude. Settle down now, come on.”

It’s a futile struggle, trying not to smile amid Jared’s creative jibes and giggles, but hey, he lasts just a little bit longer every time.

“Why so serious, Jenny…” Jared drawls sexily, wrapping himself around Jensen and nuzzling into his stubbled jaw.

“Not tonight, baby. Your bulls on parade just gave me a fucking migraine.”

“Ah, insulting my guitar skills. That’s novel.”

Jared lets himself be pushed to sit on the bed as Jensen unbuckles his belt. At least he tugs his own undershirt off while Jensen tugs down his pants, and without warning he pulls Jensen up, falling backwards until he lands on his back with Jensen sprawled on top. Before he can help it, Jared’s Sasquatchian hands grab his face and pull him down into a ravenous kiss.

“God, Jen, you’re so hot when you play hard to get.”

Holy crap.

All the fight goes out of him then and Jensen surrenders to the heavenly taste of his partner’s mouth. There’s peppermint and chocolate and just a hint of nutmeg and it’s all so gloriously sweet and tangy and naughty, and something so uniquely Jared that jumps out at him from any number of candy cocktails his boyfriend might indulge in all day. Jensen gives his tongue free rein, licking the gums and the teeth and the silken walls of Jared’s mouth for what feels like an eternity. Until they’re both whimpering and breathless and Jared’s hands are clawing his sides, trying to tug the ugly t-shirt off of Jensen.

There’s simply no resisting Jared when he’s so naked and friggin’ needy. But tomorrow’s a big day – they’re shooting the finale and Jensen’s the one doing all the crying, again, and he really, really needs to sleep. So he tries.

“Mmph!! Jare’ come on baby. We’re both dead tired and it’s an early shift… and you need a shower, really.”

Okay so the last part was just plain desperate. Jared smirks, one hand sliding down to grope his boyfriend’s package. “You don’t like my manly musk anymore?”

Jensen smirks back. “I love your manly musk, but right now you smell like ash.”

And that, for some inexplicable reason, is the thing that puts Jared completely off. He frowns and pushes Jensen off of him immediately. “Nice. Thank you so much, Ackles!”

“What? Dude I said ash, not trash!”

Jared gets off the bed fuming and still naked, stomps his way into the bathroom. Slams the door shut behind him.

“’Cause you know,” Jensen calls out after him. “Trash would be so much worse?”

Sonofabitch. He really does need his beauty sleep or he’s going to be completely trashed for the five am shoot in the morning. No pun intended. So this is the escape he’d been hoping for, the plan worked. Right?

Jensen smacks himself in the forehead.

******

He steps into the shower stall for a second time that night and he knows Jared isn’t surprised. Still continues to sulk though, holding himself rigid under the water as Jensen brings his arms around the chiseled torso.

“I’m sorry, baby. It’s just… today was tough. You know how hard it is for me to watch you die, again.”

Jared melts into the body behind him at those words. The extra inches allow him to flop his head back so it rests comfortably in the crook of Jensen’s neck. Jensen kisses the upturned jaw lovingly and rocks them both from side to side.

“Dude, now’s the time to make amends or you’re sleeping with Harley all week.”

Jensen chuckles, running his hands up and down the smooth chest, igniting in himself and his partner a fire that needs to be appeased, and now.

Jared turns in his arms and they kiss again, deeper and slower this time, like they have all the time in the world. The deluge of water overhead makes breathing a lot more difficult a whole lot faster, and when they part next, Jared drops gracefully to his knees. He takes all of Jensen into his mouth at one go, and within minutes the older man is moaning and supporting himself with one hand gripping the showerhead. Jared’s gotten better and better with practice and Jensen still can’t believe how incredible this feels – fucking Jared’s delicious mouth.

Just when he thinks he can’t hold out any longer, he seizes Jared by the shoulders and pulls him back up on his feet. Jared licks his lips and turns around, leaning his entire front against the cold glass wall. Jensen reaches for the water-based slick they keep handy next to their shower gels and dips into the jar. He kisses the back of Jared’s neck just as he plunges two fingers into him, oiling and stretching him generously.

“Ah! Hurry Jen…”

“Almost there, Jare’.”

Jared hangs his head low and surrenders to the intimate preparation, squeaks when Jensen locates and strokes the little bundle of nerves inside repeatedly. Pushing three fingers in, he makes Jared whine and mewl to his heart’s content – this is the kid’s favorite part and Jensen just loves giving it to him over and over again.

“J-Jen, come on. Fuck me already!”

Okay so maybe there is something else Jared likes more than fingers. Jensen slicks himself well, reviving the hardness that had sagged just a bit and lines himself up against Jared. He first presses Jared’s chest into the wall, then grabs a hold of the slender hips, pulling them and the sexy little butt towards himself, making Jared’s back arch up into a smoking hot ‘come fuck me already’ position.

Amid Jared’s grunts and whimpers he thrusts in gradually, inch by inch, until his balls rest on the younger man’s ass. He gasps almost in relief, while Jared gasps from the utter fullness that he still isn’t quite used to. Soon they settle into a steady rhythm – Jensen thrusting in as Jared pushes back, and Jensen pulling out just as Jared humps forward. Hits the spot on the third try and keeps angling to hit it over and over until Jared’s knees turn to jelly and he would have fallen to the floor if it weren’t for Jensen’s hand fisted around his cock.

“Come for me,” Jensen commands and he doesn’t need to ask again.

Jared lets out a strangled cry as he comes, his insides clenching tightly around the cock his body is impaled on and that’s enough to topple Jensen over the edge right after. He climaxes so hard his vision darkens around the edges, leans forward and rests his exhausted body against Jared’s.

Jared groans, “Dude…”

Wriggles a bit to jostle Jensen’s shaft still lodged inside of him and reluctantly Jensen pulls out. Turns his lover around and they kiss again, breathing into each other’s mouths as if their very lives depended on it.

“Sleep now, please?”

Jared gets that twinkle in his eyes that Jensen is intimately familiar with by now, the one that means Jared is up to no good whatsoever.

“On one condition – one game.”

Jensen is the one groaning this time and Jared is batting his eyelids dramatically.

“Just one, pretty please?”

How the hell did he ever get here, Jensen wonders, not for the first time in the last eight months. Who would have thought Jensen – Jensen Ackles – would ever be living such a beautifully domestic life with a man, one he loved with all his heart?

Jensen shakes his head and reaches for the shampoo. Jared bounces and grins widely, he can easily read Jensen’s silences these days and knows when he’s won. After washing Jared’s hair thoroughly while the kid just leans back against him and loves it, Jensen starts him off with the shower gel, steps out and dries off.

“We’re gonna be so wrecked in the morning.”

“It’s called method acting, baby, look it up!” Then Jared pokes his head out from the stall and reminds him. “You promised, one game.”

Jensen glowers at him again, wraps the towel round his waist and goes to the bedroom.

Picks up the pieces of clothing strewn on the floor. Jensen always ends up doing all the cleaning but he doesn’t mind. He then goes to check whether Sadie’s and Harley’s water bowls need refilling, and does the usual security checks around the house. In the study, he stops to quickly check his mail and messages on Facebook. Season four is coming to an end and plans for the next hiatus are being made. Jensen swallows, hard, dreading the time he’s going to have to spend away from his boy.

Jared sure has come a long way since they started, but he’s still mortally terrified of how his family will react when they find out. Truth be told, Jensen’s not quite ready to step out of the closet himself.

He rubs his eyes and forehead, talks himself into taking it one day at a time and powers down the laptop. When he finally makes it back to the bedroom, he finds the most endearing sight waiting for him inside.

Jared is stretched out on the bed flat on his stomach, naked and still dripping ever so slightly, man the sheets are gonna be damp again. And he is fast asleep.

Jensen bites back a chuckle and ambles over to the bed. Guess the long day finally caught up with his hyperactive partner at last. Or maybe Jensen was the one who tired him out? Yeah, Jensen likes to think so.

Smiling, he sheds his own towel and slides into bed, snuggling up to the other man and pulling the covers over them both. He plants soft kisses on the nape of Jared’s neck, fingering the wet curls of hair draped over it.

“Sweet dreams, love.”

Single White Male – these were the words Jensen used to describe himself with back when he was with Danneel (that’s right – single). But that was a lifetime ago. He’s a committed man now and this relationship needs no parental, social or legal approval to sanctify it.

Hometown: Wherever Jared is. Religion: Catholic by birth, Atheist by choice. Political views: Never voting Republican again. Sexual orientation: Fuck if he cares.

It’s never about body parts anyway.


***** END *****


A/N: Bulls on Parade is a track by Rage Against the Machine, Knights of Cydonia is by Muse and they’re both in Guitar Hero III. Slash is one of the boss characters. Danneel was bad girl Rachel on One Tree Hill for awhile, that’s where the incident of “slapped and water thrown at her face” is from. The trick that Harley does opening a cooler and fetching a beer, my dog can do that :) Oh and a shout-out to 24th Day fans if you can recognize the reference ;) Also, I'm sure I didn't get their religion or political beliefs or favorites etc right and honestly I didn't even try - it's fiction, so I just went with what I *imagine* they might be, and what suited the prose best.

A/N: Please let me know what you think?

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Yayy my first!!! *clings* :)
Thank you so much for reading and reviewing hon. I'm glad you liked it. Oh and thanks for the link to the comm! *rushes off to join*

cheers hon :)

I think it was lovely. And that I really need to teach hubby's dog to do that!
I like the fact that it wasn't just a "weee, we're both hot let's jump into bed." It's not that simple, especially with texas boys ;-)
one of my favorite parts? Jensen taking a page from Papa Ackles book, complete with hands on hips. heee...
Sweet and lovely and thinky and hot, just what I needed this morning!

LOL! I'll have to ask my hubby to get in touch with your hubby hehe. Nifty little trick yeah? ;)

It's not that simple, especially with texas boys ;-)
You're absolutely right! It just isn't.. and I wanted to keep it real but at the same time not spend 40000 words just to describe the transition. Hope it came out okay heh :)

one of my favorite parts? Jensen taking a page from Papa Ackles book, complete with hands on hips. hee
:D Thanks hon. Not that it worked on Jared but hey :D

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing :)

I loved the tension between the two men. Very well portrayed.

Thank you! I'm really glad you read and enjoyed it :)

Loved it! Some wonderful build up and terribly awkward sexy action. :)

SO glad you enjoyed it hon :) cheers!!!

Aw, this was great! I love the ending, and I really liked how you brought in the single white male past thing. That's just awesome. Fantastic job! I thoroughly enjoyed the read. ;)

Thank you so much for reading and for the lovely review! I'm so glad you enjoyed it :)

:D You know how much I loved it. And I still want to swap dogs with you. :P Awesome job!!!

LOL!! No you don't!! :D And even if you did, I'm not giving up my Ansel!!! *clings to him protectively* ;P

Thank you so so much sweetie. I think I've developed this 'thing' since Shipwrecked.. I need to run things by you first before posting them. I'm sorry that's more work for you but hey.. you gotta do it alright? *huggles* :)

I absolutely loved it!! Especially the way you wrote Jensen and all tension between them. Really great fic! Thanks for sharing! :-D

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing hon :) So glad you enjoyed it!

I loved this, thank you.

My favourite scene was when Jared woke up in Jensen's bed to find that Jensen was next to him. I love the idea of Jen coming back to find Jared asleep in his bed, and all that implied. And the way Jen talked to Jared as they lay there. Gah.

The angst in this was wonderful.

Thanks once again hon :) Glad you enjoyed this. That scene in the bed is my favorite too :D

nice slow build-up... jared's gradual realization is utterly believable with the way you wrote it.

i love the two part differing POV and the happily ever after, i'm a sucker for that. hehe.

great work! :)

Thank you so much!!! I'm very glad you liked this :)

Great story! I really enjoyed reading this.

Thanks sweetheart *hugs* :)

hon, you dont post often but when you do, WOW!!!! Great story. Loved Jensen training Harley to fetch his beer!!!

I'm sitting here grinning wide like a crazy person :D Thank you so much for your kind words hon. My hubby trained our dog to do it - you have to see it, its freaking adorable! :)

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Hey you! :) Thank you so so much for reading and reviewing hon. The episode was awesome wasn't it :) *hugs*

That. was. De. Licious. Awesome job, sweetie!

:D Thanks a ton sweetie! I'm glad you liked it!

Bloody fantastic story, loved every minute reading it!!!

Do you think I could teach my cat to get a beer for me? *snickers*

BTW I noticed your animated gifs on the left as I was reading and HOLY FUCKING HELL where did you get that Dimples, Bangs and Tongue from? What's it off? *drools*

Thank you so much for reading!! :) I'm glad you liked it.
And ah, cats are tough hon, you know that. They do what they want, not what we want! LOL ;)
The animation is from a pilot Jared did for "Young Mcgwyer" but it never got picked up. He was such a baby back then wasn't he? ;) agt_bush made the animations.

cheers again hon :)

Absolutely fantastic story! Loved it!!!
Sorry, can't write anything coherent right now...
Thank you so much!!! *hugs*

Thank you so much! :) I'm really glad you enjoyed it hon and it make you incoherent ;P
*hugs*

I'm soooo happy our boys worked it all out! I loved this story and I want more!! *Grins* and this...

"Harley watches him for a while, then turns and goes to the corner where Jensen keeps his little cooler stocked with beer. Yeah, he’s a typical lazy-ass Texan bum like that. Jared watches as the dog actually lifts the lid open, grabs the fat end of a Heineken within his jaw and trots back over to the bed."

Was just too cute for words!! It was a great comic relief and I love when Jared's pups are added into the story. Again, awesome story and hope to read more from you soon:D

Thanks so much for reading and for your kind words hon :) And you have to see my dog Ansel do that trick - its absolutely adorable! :D
Doesn't it sometimes feel like the pups are an extension of Jared's own personality? Its just wrong to write a J2 story without them hehe.

And I do have a few other stories written - you can find the list here - http://cyndrarae.livejournal.com/48821.html

I hope you find something to read and like :) cheers hon.

Aw, that was so lovely hon! I really liked this!


*draws little hearts*

Thanks sweetie :) I'm so glad you liked it! *huggles*

this was just totally awesome!!!!!

Thank you so much!! :) Glad you liked it.

OH.. awesome.

It's beautiful and I really loved how things developed and the little bit of heartbreak in between.
Happy sigh.

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing! I'm really glad you liked it hon, heartbreak and all :)

I'm too emotional again 01/02

When you first said you’re writing a story for me, for ME, for my birthday, I felt special;: I felt important, because I knew who you were, what kind of author you are in my heart, and in my trying to be objective eyes. I knew your style. Your elegance. Damn, I still can quote paragraphs of “Shipwrecked by the laughter of gods”, simply because that story blew me away.
And now – now, today, I take a look here and find this.
This piece for me.
You know, I kinda fell in love with you first sight, when I read Fairytale gone bad and realised how much of a grip you have for their way of being, for their way of talking, and that’s exactly what created such a HUGE atmosphere during Shipwrecked, and what is so omnipresent in this beauty as well. I told you before how much your STYLE means to me, how much your style IS, but I simply can say again that you’re setting words with such a smoothness, such a gallant way of letting jigsaw falling into place that one gets absolutely hooked right after a few sentences – and here, we just have this pattern again; we get the situation, and we really stumble into the atmosphere because you make things seem to be so clear and like we, as readers, are not more than walking with the characters, listening to their way of talking and the dogs. I think the DOGS somehow are not only such a great used symbolism (accident or placed with care?) but also what adds a LOT to the lively way this story is told and how real and realistic everything seems to be.
But maybe I should put a start somewhere. Like – plot.
I think what makes you such a gorgeous writer is the ability to turn normality into something more. The situation of Jared and Jensen living together in a house has been mass-used during the last couple of weeks, but still, your atmosphere is catchy; one just reads with you about how they spend their time, how Jared’s feelings kinda hang in the room, waiting for something to happen and a hand to lead them somewhere, and I think even HOW Jensen gets it on with him for the first time is described with such a natural flow and way of talking, credit goes to your soft style, that how things develop is SO interesting one just – stays. I LOVED Jared’s moment of utter jealousy; but what kind of broke my heart was Jensen saying that Jared would kinda bugging THEM, and how his tone is something that bites. It absolutely did bit me and made me feel heart-sick and deeply touched. You know, your words are always so real, so blank-earnest, straight shots to the heart. So much atmosphere just in the way Jared sleeps in Jensen’s bed, and I think Jensen saying that he was there all day…my gosh, that really made me spill tears I didn’t want to spill because maybe beauty makes is shiver and makes us feel worthless, but I tried not to do it again, not blurring my own vision and try to be objective. My try. Well.
So – as simple as the plot was; your style absolutely made it shine and special. Jealousy, mixed feelings about the own sexuality, these are things I see as hard to write in a good, new way these days, for they’ve kind of become cliché, but you managed again, as you always do.
Just as you’ve blown me away with your style once more, too.

Re: I'm too emotional again 01/02

Sweetie you have nooo idea how relieved I am that you liked it!! :) And c'mon why would I NOT write something for you and put all heart and soul into it? :) You're an amazing friend and you're so freaking kind to me! :) *huggles*

I don't even know how to thank you enough for your lovely feedback! I could tell you that yes the dogs were deliberate :) Because to me they are part of Jared's character himself.. he defines life and sees life through their eyes IMHO and so they're a crucial element of any J2 story.

I'm so so glad it came out alright! *sighs heavily* and more importantly that you liked it :) *kisses* Okay off to read the next one!! *jumps excitedly*

...like, way too emotional 02/02

Did you know how amazing you described a kiss without really describing it? It’s so INTERESTING, I mean, on the one hand, your descriptions are wide, they’re like a painting, so colourful, so DEEP, but yet so good to be seen from different points of view, and then again, you take away every sort of description; you leave out HOW the characters speak (which is an amazing way of showing, not telling, which you’re handling always great) and such elementical things such as a kiss – and still make it goddamn beautiful. Short sentences such as the ones describing their silence for two minutes (great use of precise time in this story again, but well, would have been a miracle if you’d have lacked some sort of intensity), but others combined with these, longer, like the ones about Jared’s easily-hurt feelings – my gosh. You so ARE playing with language here.
What hit me the most, well – that was the whole ending, beginning with Single White male, ending with the fact that it’s never about body parts anyway. Well-brought to the point in few words, lovely written, SO much Jensen that my whole heart skipped a beat.
Talking about Jensen…
You always wrote Jared in an amazing way; I think you just got a great sense for writing his emotions, his points of view, how he feels and sees the world surrounding him, and so, we have a very in character Jared here as well. Just how he struggles with his feelings and the picture people have of him; I think that pretty much FITS, you know; I don’t think any J² should be seen as too realistic; but here, we just have Jared as Jared IS, how he thinks, how he spends his time, how he deals with trouble, even how he sulks. I think I first was kinda confused about his direction concerning Jensen’s direct way of speaking – but then again, that is Jared, his way of dealing with that level of honesty that can be seen as cruelty, dealing with a truth he did not exactly face yet. Great mindfloating concerning Jensen, and that he has made him feel home, giving him a place in life.
Jensen. Oh my, Jensen.
I love your Jensen. I love his way of not talking much but kind of just being with Jared, I loved how direct you portrayed his affection – because I can see him as a bomb that goes of with a click if one looks at him the wrong way – and just how HE deals with his emotions, how he says sorry for his outburst – man. Beautifully written, beautifully characterized; great job here, especially since we get so many information indirect, which is the way true authors (should) work. (Did I ever tell you how much I LOVE your use of braces? I think they’re so fitting into your slender style). I think your Jensen just is portrayed with such a HUGE, REAL matureness, something I find so lacking in many other fanfictions I’ve read in my time as a fandom-reader.
From both these characters, I could not tell who was more realistic and lively; they both had their heads, minds, hearts and flaws, just as we all do and should have.

Man. What a rant again, without the objectivity I so want to use at least when giving feedback, when I cannot keep it as soon as I start reading. I still search my document for any mistakes, something lacking, not fitting, but I think you did an amazing job here. All in all, I THINK the intensity would have been ever more gigantic when you’d have stopped after part I, but part II just settles a lot of the realism and the life they’re dealing with. IF there will something come to my mind, I will come right back at you anyway; you know that drill.

Excellent, warm, gallant style. Realistic character work; storyline simple, but yet so touching in its simpleness.
You should never do something else, hon, never, never stop writing, never stop taking my heart, breaking it, and then put it together, please. I love you for this story; you know, it’s somehow so small yet gigantic; it just creeps into ones heart, settles down and hits one with it’s ordinary way of showing how emotions and love can start walking their own paths.
Thank you. Just – thank you so goddamn much for this piece of love. This was – stunning, as everything your write is for me.

Thank you.

Re: ...like, way too emotional 02/02

:) I am a Cancer hon, and I know myself and all the traits one associates with the zodiac. And I know Jared's one too, so I just project my understanding of a Cancer man onto him and write him that way :D I hope it works!!

And a big YES and a bigger WOOHOO! to everything you said about Jensen! :) So relieved to hear it came out the way I see him and that you liked him! :)

Thank you thank you SOOO much for being... just being YOU sweetie :) You have no idea how much you've come to mean to me in the past few months and not just because of how generous and giving you are! That's just one of the many things I love about you :) And I don't care if the world hates me and my writing, just so long as you enjoy it.. I'd be happy :)

*hugs you tight*

Aw, I really loved this story! I got the One Tree Hill reference ^^ I <3 One Tree Hill, hahaha.

Anyway, this was extremely well written. Loved the bit of angst. And the cuteness was great ^^

Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. And I love OTH too!! :) And I sorta loved Rachel, is a twisted roundabout way hehe.
cheers hon. I'm glad you enjoyed this :)

Oh my goodness. OH. MY. GOODNESS. I loved this so much!! You described the slow build of their feelings for each other perfectly! I really enjoyed this! Thank you!!

Thank you so much!!! *gushes* :) I'm so glad that you enjoyed this story hon. cheers :)

Loved it. Even the part where Jared gets yelled at. (At least it was honest, you know?) Great job!

Thank you!! :) So glad you enjoyed reading this. And yeah.. Jensen blowing up like that was crucial because he was honest for the first time. cheers hon :)

Brilliant. Just so perfect in every way. You always make me BELIEVE it, and that's a pretty amazing thing. *hugs you* I loved it. I knew I would before I read the very first word, and wow, nothing's better than being right. :) Thanks for the totally awesome, escapist read. Please come to CA and be my personal fic-writer? :)

Thank you so so much sweetheart!! :) *smishes* I'm so glad and relieved that you liked this.

Hey it's the age of the internet hon.. I can be your personal fic-writer from right here - just name it, your wish is my command *grins* ;)

But that doesn't make me a Uke tho.. uh-uh no it doesn't!! *narrows eyes at you* ;-DD

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