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cyndrarae

On the brink of surrender...

I used to be immensely anti-RPS once... but that changed and I blame the brilliantly talented (and kinky) LOTR RPS authors for that. Pfft. But I still couldn't bring myself to write RPS myself somehow. On top of that I have this ginormous problem with abuse and death fics in RPS. I don't care how you rationalize it, I will never condone fantasies about a real person (and especially someone I adore as much as Jensen and Jared) or even the semblance of that person being abused or raped or maimed or whatever... Gawd. Sure you could grill me further about mental abuse versus physical abuse, but I'd be at a loss to draw the line any fuck where. I just know I don't want to even think of them being tortured in any sense of the word. Even abuse to a family member. *shudders* Never. To each his or her own of course. Not judging anyone, I promise, just saying I personally don't like reading that kind of stuff.

So that leaves only fluffy stuff, or even better.. fluffy AU stuff and I enjoy that very very much. A little heartbreak is fine so long as it's a happy ending with J2 getting together hehe. Except..... I have this major thing for bottom!Jared and always wondered why there isn't enough of that in this fandom. Found an answer here by moordeb and it explains a lot...

I love bottom!Jared, but he's hard to find, I think it's because authors subconsciously apply the yaoi rule (tallest is always the seme (top), prettiest is always the uke (bottom)).

Hmm... rule huh? *smirks* Like my first love Jim Morrison once said... I like ideas about the breaking away of overthrowing of established order. I am interested in anything about revolt, disorder and chaos - especially activity that seems to have no meaning :D And who the hell says Jared is not pretty? Heck he's the prettiest thing ever and not even Jensen comes close!!! *pouts*

So you see the rub right? I don't wanna get into writing RPS. But now I am tempted.. no, seriously tempted... to fix this heartbreaking dearth of bottom!Jared fics and.. well... *facepalm* To break my own rule or not to break my own rule....  Le sigh.

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See, I find a lot of bottom!Sam, but not too much bottom!Jared. He's still the tallest, so your logic failed you.

I like romantic RPS, but still can't bring myself to enjoy certain ships. I think, because we have more Jared/Jensen than Jared/Sandy, it makes it better, but I can't read Milo/Adrian, because Adrian Pasdar is married to Natalie from the Dixie Chicks and I have too much respect for her. Sorry, rambling.

It's not my logic hon.. it's the logic stated to explain why there are so few bottom!Jared fics. But yeah even if it is true both you and I defy it completely :)

but I can't read Milo/Adrian, because Adrian Pasdar is married to Natalie from the Dixie Chicks and I have too much respect for her.

Haha, that's kinda sweet, and funny :D I didn't know he was married to Natalie though. That is so cool!

Dont't worry hon, rambling is very welcome here on this LJ ;)

As somebody who adores your Sam/Dean fic, I for one would be extremely happy if you broke your own rule and wrote some bottom!Jared fic...... there is just not enough around....plus RULES??? pfft they're there to be broken aren't they? But that's me the eternal anarchist.

Believe me hon, it's massively tempting. But I'm sure it's just my general frame of mind right now, craving for some Jared-centric smut and all... eh and the fact that I may be procrastinating with my "of hot showers" writing just a teensy little bit heh ;-P

But that's me the eternal anarchist.
Ah! *nods* That would explain the two of us being friends ;-)

I believe I have a few bottom!Jared saved in my memories. I can check for you, it'll take a bit but I can do it, if you want.

You're kidding me right sweetie? I want! I SO want! :D:D Thank you so much hon *hugs* :)

So, I promised you some bottom!Jared, right?
Here's the first batch (small but I read those just the other day):

http://cathybites.livejournal.com/636671.html

http://hegemony.livejournal.com/240278.html

and

http://community.livejournal.com/creativity4life/13917.html

I hope these are good for starters.

oh sweet! Thank you hon :) *rushes off to read*

*looks hopeful* Please break it???

*facepalm* Baby, how the HELL did you manage to convince me with just five words?? :)

Because you love me? And because of this:

"Whatever, Jeff. Fuck that. I'm goin' to bed."

"Nope." And with one swift motion, Jeff hoists the boy over his knee, perched on the stool as he is, right foot on the rungs, left foot braced on the floor. Jensen makes the most undignified squawk he's ever heard out of the boy, and grabs at the rungs of the stool for want of anything else. "I did warn you, boy," he says, and lights in spanking, fast and hard. Jensen's wearing dress pants, black, and the fabric is thin. Good. There's squriming and yelling, and Jeff does his best to just block it out, concentrating on the extremely satisfying feeling of his hand connecting hard with Jensen's backside over and over and over again, feeling his palm start to burn, knowing Jensen's ass is gonna be feeling worse than his hand. Again, satisfying.


If I can do it, so can you.

Uh, the above is me. Sorry!

Ah jeezuz!!! deep breaths Rachel deep breaths.. I can't believe how brilliant and impactful that is! And aargh I know!.. *whacks you* Of Course it's you. Who the hell writes this beautifully on the whole bloody planet?? :D
I don't suppose you have any more snippets to share humm? *bats eyelids* Maybe Jeff and Jared? :P LOL. And yeah, I guess I could give it a shot :)

First of all I insist, nay I demand that bottom Jared fic be written LoL there just isn't enough of it out there! Which strikes me as strange because at first thought I put him as a bottom before Jensen, and secondly Flynn has been HOLDING out on US! WTF I want to read more of that. Back to the topic on hand, Give it shot puhlease, your other fics are so yummy that I just know I'd love to read some RPS you've written.

LOL yes ma'm :D Flynn's got perverse persuasion skills I tell you ;) And I guess yeah, I could always give it a shot and find out for myself if I can do it at all. Enough speculation haha.. cheers hon :)

See, my main fandom (I moderate the message board) is RPS, and the guys in AFI know that there's a fairly huge (considering the state of their popularity) slashfic community involving them screwing each other.

Unfortunately a while back several different magazines decided to keep bringing it up during interviews, resulting in an influx of people who hadn't a clue about respect for the community or the band, resulting in more uncreative, badly written fics. While the boys are tired of having it brought up when they're supposed to be talking about their new album, and the guitarist is fed up because "Why does it always have to be gay?" they seem to be okay or uncaring about it. The singer (the guy on the left in my icon) actually once said "Well at least they're being creative" and asked to keep some fanart involving his decapitated body being raped by the bassist, seemed really excited about it.

When it comes to angst, suicide, rape, etc. in RPS, the story itself doesn't necessarily have anything to do with the RP being used as characters; it may be something that actually occurred to the writer, who is trying to work through their issues in a constructive, creative way. The character is basically a sock puppet so that it is the issues being focused on, not the characterization. Or, it is an issue that the person him/herself has alluded to publicly, that the writer is curious about and wishes to explore in-depth, based on their idea of who the person is rather than utilizing their public persona.

The singer (the guy on the left in my icon) actually once said "Well at least they're being creative" and asked to keep some fanart involving his decapitated body being raped by the bassist, seemed really excited about it.

Haha that's cute of him. I am sure most celebrities know when they're being written about, fiction and RPS. I guess you're saying since AFI is okay with it then it's cool yeah? I admit it does help a LOT, knowing they don't mind. But I think it's all in one's own head. Personally me, I wouldn't want to be featured in someone's rape or torture fantasy, hell no. And that's why I wouldn't do the same to anyone else, you know?

And I completely understand that most of us use writing as a way to vent and work through our own issues and such. I do it myself hon. But I would rather stick to fictional characters for that because of my beliefs as given above. Projecting your hot smut fantasies on hot looking guys.. I understand, hell I read 'cause it's all good fun :P:D But projecting my issues at them, imagining them going through a version (sometimes an extreme one) of what I went through? *winces* Nah, I adore them too much to do that. But again hon like I said, it's the way we're wired individually. Same reason why slash works for some and not for others. And why wincest works for some and not for others :)

Sorry for rambling!

Writing bottom!Jared was the reason why I started writing RPS. I used to get really squicked by the idea of it, but then it began to grow on me, but there was so little that I could read because all of it was bottom!Jensen, and that just wasn't my preference.

I have a list of links set up at del.icio.us, with 41 bottom!Jared fics, and I know that there are at least a few more out there that I haven't tagged: http://del.icio.us/albydarned/bottom!jared

And back from my own yaoi days (a long, LONG time ago) there was also a consideration of age in there as well. Younger = bottom too, and Jared is DEF. the younger of the pair. *nods*

Writing bottom!Jared was the reason why I started writing RPS. I used to get really squicked by the idea of it, but then it began to grow on me, but there was so little that I could read because all of it was bottom!Jensen, and that just wasn't my preference.

You and I are extremely like-minded when it comes to JP hon :) Guess I am past the squick stage, now it's just about putting pen to paper and let it out heh. I can just about read bottom Jensen or Dean.. but like you said it's just not the same, doesn't work for me.

Thanks for that list hon, have read everything on it heh :)

Younger = bottom too, and Jared is DEF. the younger of the pair. *nods*

TRUE!! The age difference works for Sam and Dean because the plot highlights that fact very often. But I guess we've always seen the boys clowning around together in RL and we kind of forget there is an age gap there. Also, I think JP is more outgoing and JA is sorta shy and reserved? Maybe that's another yaoi rule or something *shrugs*

Screw the rules I say :) Looking forward to reading more bottom!Jared fics from you hon!

Ahem.. *cough* so I wrote something :D:D:D I'd love to know what you think hon, if you get time to read.. And oh, is sam_support open to rps fics? cheers :)

Hee... I had to come here (out of curiosity) and share my thoughts.....eep! (you did friend me..heh, so now you're stuck with me.....*grins*)

Hmm... RPS...... You know, I used to leave RPS at peace,just because it was about real people... but then.. one of my friends on this forum recommended me some fics and one of them was RPS....oh, and I was a goner... LOL

First I was also little bit distracted with the idea that these are real people, but then I kinda forgot all about that because some of the stories can really be so **** well written, with a decent storyline and characterization... And I in a way (when I read RPS)I don't really think about the RL Jared and Jensen (or whoever it might be) because usually it is the writers version of them that is so strong that it's easy to estrange myself from the "real life examples".. They are like characters of their own, not even meant to be what the real J and J are...

And I'm really ashamed how fast I got accustomed to RPS after that...(!!! LMAO!!) Now I can read pretty much everything...
I don't know how other fic readers think about this, but that is my way....

Does that make sense? XD

Oh please write RPS !! Heee!!! bottom!Jared!!! ;D
(I am the little devil sitting at the left shoulder LOL!!!)

SPN totally broke a lot of us out of our inhibitions didn't it? There was a time I couldn't read incest or RPS at all!! And now look at me lol.

And I in a way (when I read RPS)I don't really think about the RL Jared and Jensen (or whoever it might be) because usually it is the writers version of them that is so strong that it's easy to estrange myself from the "real life examples".. They are like characters of their own, not even meant to be what the real J and J are...

See that again is an example of how we rationalize inside our minds, convince ourselves it's okay. Me.. personally I'm still not convinced haha :D I feel totally guilty for enjoying an RPS story :D:D And I'm only half-kidding :D

Yep everything you said makes a whole lot of sense hon. It's good to hear what other people of subjects like these which are to me still not clearly resolved in my head. I mean - slash - hell yeah, I am totally convinced it's a bloody good thing. The more people we get to read slash the lesser number of homophobics will be left in this world. Wincest - well uhh, I'm 90% convinced it's fine 'cause they're brothers and no danger of pregnancy or inbred genetic disorders and whathaveyous. So I'm more than okay with that. And RPS I just told you.. think I'm 50% there. Let's see if I manage to write something heh ;) cheers hon!

Yeah. I still sometimes have this feeling of how weird it is and I know I have rationalized it. And sometimes I don't care if it's weird or not... LOL! It depends...


And in the end they are just stories. And there's nothing wrong with stories...they aren't going to hurt anyone. *winks*. They can be beautiful and interesting at their best that have something to say.(But then there is also pwp and those...heh heh heh...that usually don't have that much to say... XD )

But I'm NOT going to touch those John/Dean/Sam stories that glorify the sex... OH GOD NO!!!! 0_0 !!! (I still have my limits..heh..)

And incest indeed is an issue that I wouldn't want to discuss thoroughly... eep! shallow waters and all...

But with these two... I don't know why it just appeals..... Does it come with the "close to death all the time + fucked-up childhood + dynamics of the brothers" scenario that is going on in the show and that makes it easier to make them cross that limit on paper..Or is it because it's a forbidden thing....or is it the chemistry that the actors seem to have+ their looks that makes us read and write these stories....? ) This has been discussed many times I guess and I still don't know what the answer is. If there even is any answers to that...

I only recently learned that Sam and Dean aren't the only brothers that have been "treated" this way in fan fiction...(There is LOTR(Boromir and Faramir), Numb3rs, Heroes etc.etc...) But I have absolutely no passion to read those pairings...Why is that? I love those two shows and their characters aswell...

Yeah... leaves me with questions (but it's ok, I like to think about these things. Why I do or don't do something...)
Atleast I get to know my self a little bit better LOL!

Ugh... My head hurts... Trying to explain things in english... Huh! ;D

And in the end they are just stories. And there's nothing wrong with stories...they aren't going to hurt anyone. *winks*.

I agree pwps don't hurt anyone sure :P But hon, personally I'd feel terrible to be featured in someone's sordid fantasy of rape/torture/abuse. (It's.. sort of.. happened, trust me. not fun.) So I'm not writing (or even reading) anything that may potentially be hurting someone's feelings if they read it someday. Jensen's mom apparently surfs the net about her son. How do you think she would feel if she came across one of those marathon rape-fics someone's got going? *shudders* Just my humble opinion hon.

But I'm NOT going to touch those John/Dean/Sam stories that glorify the sex... OH GOD NO!!!! 0_0 !!! (I still have my limits..heh..)

OMG me neither. See we all have our limits don't we :)

*sighs* There is no one solid reason to explain our craving for wincest hon.. probably a combination of a whole lot of things heh. Doesn't matter so long as you and I agree on the wincest haha ;)

(There is LOTR(Boromir and Faramir), Numb3rs, Heroes etc.etc...) But I have absolutely no passion to read those pairings...Why is that? I love those two shows and their characters aswell

You know I recently posted about this myself. On my other blog I think.. incest with other brothers (prison break, heroes, charmed bla bla) does absolutely nothing for me either :P Shea had a very interesting answer for this and you can read it: here
Really good stuff :)

Ugh... My head hurts... Trying to explain things in english... Huh! ;D

LOL! Maybe I should learn Finnish so we can balance out the headaches between the two of us? ;-) *hugs*

I agree pwps don't hurt anyone sure :P But hon, personally I'd feel terrible to be featured in someone's sordid fantasy of rape/torture/abuse. (It's.. sort of.. happened, trust me. not fun.) So I'm not writing (or even reading) anything that may potentially be hurting someone's feelings if they read it someday. Jensen's mom apparently surfs the net about her son. How do you think she would feel if she came across one of those marathon rape-fics someone's got going? *shudders* Just my humble opinion hon.

Oh, I'm not being a spokesperson for rape/torture/abuse fics.. No,no ;D I guess I just didn't explain myself well enough..heh.. It's certainly not a fantasy to me. I have read few (or at least read the beginning )of those just out of curiosity. If they turn out to be the ones that are...urmm... little bit too "fantasy-like" then I stop reading them right away. But I once read this fic that wasn't like that and it was just about the emotions, ( no sordid rape scenes or anything) like that, and I kinda thought it was good...(sometimes I'm just interested to see how these people write those things... I guess I'm just too curious for my own good....)LOL

And I love angst, but rape/abuse/etc.-angst = 0_0

Usually my favorites are the love stories... LOL

Something like that happened to you? It must have been awful (I apreciate that you told something that personal) I have been "attacked" too but there were others helping me at the time so he didn't get to do anything to me...But still it was a scary thing.... Sometimes it's not easy to be a girl/woman/female...Don't you agree? *sighs*

Yeah. You should learn Finnish so it would be easier for me (just kidding of course ;D) No. It's better to talk in english... This way I can get better ( I have to use this language at least somewhere almost everyday) *winks*

But sometimes I feel that I take one step forward and two steps back... (and today it just doesn't flow..... ;D )



But I once read this fic that wasn't like that and it was just about the emotions, ( no sordid rape scenes or anything) like that, and I kinda thought it was good...(sometimes I'm just interested to see how these people write those things... I guess I'm just too curious for my own good....)LOL


I guess I understand what you mean hon.. hey curiosity is what led us to wincest and then rps in the first place yes? :)

Usually my favorites are the love stories... LOL

Yayy mine too!! :) I also like those AU types where, like Jensen's a doctor and Jared's a nurse and stuff. I remember reading the first few chapters of this AU and then I guess I lost track of it. *thinks* ANyway... love stories yes! :)

Something like that happened to you? It must have been awful (I apreciate that you told something that personal) I have been "attacked" too but there were others helping me at the time so he didn't get to do anything to me...But still it was a scary thing.... Sometimes it's not easy to be a girl/woman/female...Don't you agree? *sighs*

Oh hon, I'm so sorry about the attack. Thank God it happened with people around there to help you! What happened to the guy? I hope he's locked up far away from you!

About me, a guy in college was kinda.. *sighs* stalkery. He used to threaten me that if we didn't get together he would kill me. Leave emails or voice messages with really detailed descriptions of what he wanted to do to me. It was disgusting and a very scary time in my life, although I didn't get attacked thank God. Managed to report him on time. I can only imagine what you went through hon. Anyway, I thought it was all over 7 years ago, except.. last year I went to my college reunion with my husband, and realized the same guy (He is not in UK anymore and was not in the party. I confirmed that before I went.) had this gang of friends and they used to get stoned and fantasize together about gangraping one of the women in college! It was like a game they played, a different girl every week and guess who featured prominently? *feels dirty*

It sort of scars you somehow for life you know.. like for e.g. I think twice before voicing an opinion that goes against that of a male colleague in office even when I know I'm right and he's wrong. Just 'cause I don't want to get into any confrontation with a man and... *sighs* It's just a big mess. You're right hon, it is not easy to be a female in this world. Explains why so many of us resort to fanfiction and the internet... anything that takes us far away from reality. And slash because hey, it's all men. It rids us of all obligations to be politically correct as women, and allows us to not have to deal with the horrors and worries we face every day as women.

God sorry I'm rambling hon! :) But if you really want to practice more English (which I still don't get btw.. your english is perfect to my eyes!! really!!) then rambling is the best way to do it :D Actually wait, no, writing fanfiction is :D I'll wait patiently for the day you ask me to beta something for you hon :)





oh no!! I really have to get some time to write something.. (aaaaaaa *is in agony because is too busy these days*) But I keep on dreaming of loads and loads of freetime, heh heh! (when I have days off I try to meet my friends,family or then I usually just stop by at my LJ and check out new messages and read some ff if there is new updates to few stories that I keep following...) But someday!!! ;D

YYYYY!! A stalker!!! So not cool :( Good thing he's away now...

Yeah. The guy who tried something at me didn't get far...don't know what he was thinking...(it was this party I was at ) in the next room there were some friends (one of them male) who actually did punch this guy...(<--it would have been the perfect setting to some cheesy teen-movie, except that it wasn't... *shivers*) I did report about it to police and now that guy has got a record, but in Finland the penalties are just ridiculous!!! (Makes me angry) If you rape someone and you're a firstimer you spent maybe only 3-5 years at prison... And that was only an attempt and the guy was beaten afterwards so all he got was a year of tentative..But I live in different city now so it's ok.. And it's not like he's stalking me or anything... (which... eeew.. I guess it must have been terrible to live with that thought in your head all the time...)

(See in Finland they do believe that long punishments only increases crimes, and I guess in some way that is true. But it's still not very warm thought to the victims....)


Hmm... It would be interesting to see how many of the slash readers share similar experiences...... Yeah, I'm a bit cautious with some men who give this certain "vibe" (the ones that are in some way intimidating or too self assured...)

Just out of curiosity (and because stalkers and rapists are SUCH a joyful topic *laughs*) what is you're favorite wincest longshot fiction (or RPS if you have any) Because this one story that I'm following hasn't been updated yet *winks* (of course I'm joking ;D take your time with it..hehe) and when I have some time again I thought I'd like to read something new.. (and I do enjoy the ones with plot and lots of words XD) Recs? :)

Ahh the good old debate about crime vs punishment :) I'm completely against death sentence myself and that will never change. But I would have felt so much safer if they had locked the guy up, at least for awhile? But of course, mental abuse and perverted voice messages aren't enough to get that verdict. He was arrested but got out on bail almost immediately. And what they believe in Finland may actually be true. What if they had punished the guy just enough to piss him off royally and then he'd be an even bigger threat than before!?!

Haha you're right hon.. let's talk about all this depressing stuff, after all these years, it still gives me a headache :(
So my favorite wincest/RPS longshots? :) Honestly hon, haven't read any. But if you click on "My recommendations" link in my sidebar you'll find a whole bunch of spn recs :D
My absolute fav right now is this: Honey Flower, Apple and Lime
If you don't mind spanking and kink, flinchflower wrote a beautiful series on the 50kinkways prompts: http://flinchflower.livejournal.com/113298.html
Sorry, can't think of any other longshots I really liked.. its probably why I started of hot showers hehe ;-) Do let me know if you come across any hon? cheers :)







OOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!! A historical rps AU !!! OMG (umm... I'm a bit of an history geek and few days ago I actually watched 'Pride and prejudice' and now I'm into 1800 like a maniac again.. LOL I have to read that one...

Hehee.. And spanking and kink is ok ;D (only I noticed that was flocked, but I guess I'll friend her...)

Hmm... I think first of the wincest longshots that I can remember right now is A priori . But let me warn you. It was sad... Like depressing sad :( But still so beautifully written that I can remember it whenever someone asks for a rec...

It's sort of an amnesia (AU'ish) fic...

hmmm.. what else....
In a gadda da vida
(have you read this? It's a HUGE one.. I started it sometime ago and it's totally interesting and intriguing but it's so long that I have read maybe 20% of it ..LOL I guess I'll never have enough time to read it all... heheheh)So I don't know what happens in it eventually but so far it has been very good

And then RPS... Heh.. This is "kinda" AU: You can read the summary and that pretty much tells what it's all about. I cried (yeah, I'm a big sappy LOL) when they finally understood what they were feeling for each other... Very well written (and the characterization is good!!) Though, in this one the RL aspect might bug at times because it's not AU in its purest form, but again..it depends how you rationalize it.. A love story, really :D
Jared Padalecki Untitled Project

;D

OMG Thank you for the recs sweetheart!! You'll like the historical AU - it's really well written. And flinchflower is such a darling! You won't regret making friends with her I promise :) She is someone who is not afraid to speak her mind and voice her opinions, and I love that in people.

Umm.. I'm going to be just a little petty and ask you for a favor sweetie.. *bites lip* which are the ones with top!Dean or top!Jensen? :D I'm seriously biased I know! *facepalm* :D cheers hon!

No problem! :D hehehe... So you have a preference? ;D

Oh...I'll try and remember correctly... ( I don't care who tops LOL, so I usually forget those details... XD ) Don't know about In a gadda da vida yet (heh, I have read so many pages already and they still haven't had sex LOL) But Dean is the one that has feelings towards Sam now (where I'm reading at the moment...) so who knows...

hmmm... That RPS has got only one very brief sex scene and Jared tops in that (the story is told from Jensen's POV)

and A priori is top!Dean ;D (as long as I remember...at some point at least LOL)


Hmm... So top!Dean/Jensen is your thing? *tries to remember*

hmmm... I could rec these too (oneshots,not that long...)

Good ol' sex-pollen fic... *laughs* (top!Dean)

Dioscouri


And this RPS (with top!Jensen!Dean/Jared...role playing...hee)There's also a sequel to that with Sam!Jared..but can't remember who tops on that ;D

Method acting

Ohh! Thank you so much sweetie :) *goes off to read*

Hey sweetie! I didn't always read RPS either, but it's been growing on me recently. And I think that Jared is usually prettier than whoever he's paired with, even if he is taller. Break your rule, I'd love to read it!

Oh, and I was reading a few more of your fics here and on Jen's group, so I hope you don't mind if I add you to my flist becuase I'm really enjoying them. ;)

Cam

And I think that Jared is usually prettier than whoever he's paired with, even if he is taller.

Yes!! My thoughts exactly! His good looks are truly unconventional in that despite his strong slavic jawline (that makes him look like a freaking God of masculinity!), he still manages to pull off a little boy look with his floppy hair and cute as hell dimples :D And perfect teeth haha! ;) God he's pretty *deep sighs*

Added you right back!! cheers hon :) *hugs*

Oh, my god, I know, I just *obsess* over Jared's smile. Especially when he kind of drops his head and you can see his gorgeous teeth...he's such a gorgeous, pretty boy.

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:D:D I know it's really funny isn't it? :D But such are the rules of yaoi apparently. *shrugs* Obviously I don't agree with it.

People who decide or write it or agree with this ''rule'' are definitly not gay!!!!

ROTFL!!! I agree hon!! :) They must be women like me projecting their feminity over one of the guys and that's why, because women and small and petite, they would want the bottom guy to also be small and petite and pretty like them.

Well FUCK THAT!! I don't agree one bit!! And god look at Sammy's face!!! How could anyone possibly say he's not pretty anyway? :D

Now i decide that brunette suck dick better than red hair woman! Tell everyone! This is a new rule!!!!!

LOL!! I will hon :) I will LOL!

I'm not really in RPS but bottom!jared are really hot!
Between your hands it will be gold!
I'm totally with you sweetie!


Oh, thank you so much sweetheart! I don't think I'd still be writing if I didn't have you support and encouragement :) SO ahem, I did write an RPS bottom!Jared :D And oh God I'm so nervous about it. But what the hell.. I'm gonna post anyway hehe. cheers hon! :) *hugs and kisses*


I am very very in the same with you!!
I do really love Sammy is Uke
and I love only Jared is UKE!

This is very hard to find. I can not stand Sammy or Jared is Seme. I have been found Sammy or Jared bottom for a long time *BUT* I fail T____T

This situation is really hurt me T__T

Why's not Jared bottom???

Jared is bright and Cute!!
He is so really cute!! And he must be Uke unquestionable

ps. Sorry i have not ask for permission before posted yet. I just really glad that found youe entry. Please forgive me if i do the wrong




I'm really happy that you posted! :) It's always great to hear from people who agree with on this. Jared should totally be a Uke! There is something about him, a mischievous innocence and an amazing vulnerability that normally people don't see just because of his physical build. But I would always write him and his character Sam as Uke no matter what :) If you want, you can read my SPN stories.. he's always the focus and the Uke :)

>___<

SO THIS IS MY DAY!!!

Thank you for your kind. Thank you for reply me. I feel very glad!

i really want to read your SPN stories >___< i do really want them!

Always focus and the Uke Sammy/Jared is L O V E !!!

thank you ^^

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